I know it's not normal, but i'm so clingy
Hi, please help me. I know this isn't normal and it's ruining my enjoyment of life. I love my boyfriend so much, almost too much. We've lived together for three years and though I dont let him see this side of me my heart breaks when I'm not with him. He has so many ambitions and wants and dreams and some of them dont include me. Like going to festivals alone and wanting to study in Sweden for two years. I want him to do those things and thats why it tears me apart that they upset me so much. I dont know how to be my own self. I dont WANT to do anything. I'm so depressed I feel like i'll die without him. I dont show him how clingy I am but I know I am and I'm losing myself and I can't stop it. I have no friends I have nothing. All I do is look forward to seeing him. I've tried to apply to do a masters or work abroad in a hostel but the truth is... I just dont want to.... someone please help me. I have no quality of life.