I hate this one holiday
Is it normal I hate this one holiday that most people love? There are usually 2 that come to mind, but nope it's not Halloween.
The one holiday I despise is Christmas. First of all, I'm not religious. "What about the presents?".... Well being financially depressed is NOT FUN! "What about spending time with family?"..... Every year someone in my family starts drama and unnecessary bs every Xmas. It's usually my brother. On the other hand, when it's me who started bs, I feel like the biggest loser and beat myself up for ruining the 'cheerful vibe'.
Oh.... another thing is that I feel very connected with the earth and when winter comes I feel dead inside and go through a massive depression; just like the planet (northern/western hemisphere).
People overhype this holiday, but I cringe inside..... Halloween is more like Xmas than the ACTUAL HOLIDAY! I don't mean inducing myself in a diabetic coma; no instead I thrive in being my witchy self.