I hate humanity and real world so much that i want 2012 to come true!
Just recently today (11th March 2011) I watched the Japan's 8.9 SR earthquake on TV & social-networking sites,
and I don't know...there's somehow a deep part of me that wanting the 8.9 SR earthquake would continue sweeping across the earth,
and destroy all the stupid, dumb, ignorant, selfish, shallow, fucking retarded, profit/money-seeking human race.
I guess I just hate most of humans so much, and also this dull, boring, stupid so-called "real world" which all seems to only revolve around money, money, profits, profits, money & damn money (and WHY everybody can be so damn excited with living inside it??!), unlike the world in movies, games, and heck, even in my damn vivid imaginations & dream-world!!
and hoping 2012 things would REALLY come true and swept all the dumb humanity who are too SLOW & IGNORANT to change their ways, even as the Earth & humanity continue to crumble down further!! the rich get richer, the poor get poorer, and nobody seems to give a damn care!
Is it normal? Am I alone in thinking 'dark-thinking' like this??