I feel bad saying this when i was drunk
I enjoy getting drunk because I get out of my shell, I actually think my verbal skills increase.
But I feel really bad about something I said the last time I was drunk. Somebody asked what a candle smelled like and I said “my grandmother’s ashes.”
I don’t know why I said that other than I was drunk and things just came out of my mouth without much thought. But I feel like I disrespected my grandmother who was very good to me. In fact I don’t like the fact she was cremated and I wish she was buried. I don’t like imaging her as ash stuck in a box.
Should I feel guilty? It’s been a month.