I don’t want people to care about me
First of all, this is my first post here so sorry if I do something wrong, it’s a simple site but I still don’t really get how it all works.
Anyway, today I just wanted to know if anyone else feels like this. I don’t know why, but I don’t like being cared about. As a child I remember I would always hate my family praising me and so when I achieved something, I would hide it so that they wouldn’t start praising me about it (it sounds really weird, I know). When something is wrong, or when I’m upset I never tell anyone, because I know what their reaction will be: they’ll feel sorry for me and tell me that they’re there for me and that they care about me. And honestly, for some reason I don’t like the fact that everyone cares about me. At least, that’s what I think. I don’t know what it is but there’s lots of other things wrong with the way I think, and honestly I’m not going to go into them here.
I’m just wondering if anyone else hates being cared about, and I just want an honest opinion. Thanks.