I don’t feel like life is worth living

I’ve been feeling like life isn’t worth living. It’s a feeling I can’t shake off. I been feeling like this because I’m tired of “surviving” living paycheck to paycheck I barely make enough money to pay my bills and when I do have that extra money to go out and do something, I have no one available to hang out with. I have a dog I love spending time with but work just drains all my energy so I don’t always have the energy to take my dog out. Just the thought of being like this for the rest of my life makes it seem not worth it. Monday through Friday work Saturday-Sunday rest then do it all again over and over again. I feel like I need a vacation but have no vacation time at my job. And I just have this constant pressure on my shoulder from being the main provider of my family I’m only 21 and I have my mom, my younger brother, and my uncle (who can not read or write) depending on me to keep us a float. Sometimes the stress just gets to me and it feels like it’s gonna be like this forever. I’m just out here surviving and not really living. I’ve tried looking for a better paying job but I have anxiety and I start to feel like I can’t handle that job or I don’t have the skills for that job.

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Comments ( 17 )
  • brutus

    Take antidepressants plus benzos.

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  • dimwitted

    If you work full time 40 hrs a week, isn't your company legally obligated to give paid vacation time? Also calm down. On your lunch break smoke weed.

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  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Cv1CgyLzbQ

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    • ToffeeMe

      Thanks for this, watched it. My heart melts 😣😥

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  • Doesnormalmatter

    Its not all about your job! Very common mistake and not one you want to make. Learn to enjoy simpler things in life like sex, masturbation, good music, food and friends. Your taking your life too seriously.

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  • SmokeEverything

    Quit your job. There are many other ways to make money.

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    • Doesnormalmatter

      Please explain! I am young and only want to lift weights and not do an actual job!

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      • I second that

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        • Doesnormalmatter

          The only want to lift weights part, or the don't want an actual job part? Or maybe both?

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          • SmokeEverything

            Why don't you go around and get people to pay you to move heavy objects? If you buy a car to live in rent is no longer an issue!

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            • Doesnormalmatter

              I don't think there is much demand for that typa thing nowadays.

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          • WTF did you edit your shit?

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  • Killer22

    I know how you feel ,I feel the same more at least you work

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  • curious-bunny

    I work 2 jobs. 70-90 hours a week. Prevents me from being pay check to pay check. Does nothing about the rest though

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