I crave alcohol so badly, but i'm underaged and i have barely drunk
I've only ever been mildly buzzed from 1 ale, but I had the cravings before my 1st drink anyway. Every time I see bottles of lighter alcohol, I crave them so badly. It's like I've been dehydrated all day or something.
I even had a dream last night that I drank 2 beers from under my bed. They were like nectar from a flower of Eden to a hummingbird.
I'm sure the cravings are in large part due to my anxiety, and the worse that's gotten, the more I want a drink. I imagine drinking would be just what the doctor ordered.
Only it wouldn't be. Drinking ages exist for a reason, and I don't want to form a dependence upon alcohol, or worse imo, damage my developing brain (like I need to get stupider).
I'm gonna make a wild guess and say I'm not headed on a good path with this.