I can't move on
i met this girl years ago online. we talked for years and had a very strong bond. our relationship was rocky, but we always got through it. even when we were speaking it was obvious that we were fixated on one another, as she even named her cat after me. she died. i know this is true as we had mutual friends (although we never got to meet irl) and saw posts about her death on her friends and familys instagram and facebook. i can't seem to get over this and i've become obsessed with my relationships with other people in hopes of finding someone just like her. i haven't had my life in order in a long time. can someone please offer me advice?