I am madly in love with my teacher
I am in love with my teacher. We started liking each other a lot when I was 15. I have known him for few years now. He drove me home saying he likes me when I was underage at the time.
He always teases me, fake fights with me, touches me (not in a pervy way), looks at me all the time, compliments me, flirts and does similar things.
We text a lot. Sometimes we will not talk at school, but he'll text me every time afterwards. It's my last year at this school and I'm wondering if something is going to happen. He never does anything similar with anyone.
I would never be able to tell him how I feel tho. I always think about the fact that he's maybe just a player and doesn't mean it, but on the other hand he does that just with me. I would love to come to him and tell him everything, but what if I embarass myself? What if we never talk again, because I'd tell him? I think of him 24/7, catch myself daydreaming about him. When he's not around I feel bummed and when I am not in school I get a text from him saying where am I.
BUT once again, what if he likes me back? So many of my friends make fun of us, when he is around they say things to him, that have something in common with me. That basically means they can see what is happening right?
We both are adults, I'm gonna be no longer in the school, so there is nothing standing between us. I think he is maybe scared to say something?
What do you guys think? I am confused & don't know what to think and do.
I think the best thing you could ever do when you really like someone is telling them. Even if you're a teacher really liking your student, it helps a lot even tho it is very hard to do.
Are any teachers here, that ever liked/loved their students? What did you do? Did it end good?
Thanks for the answers & sorry for my bad english, I'm not a native speaker.