I accidently have a crush on a 40 year old
I am at a store internship for people with mental and physical health. There is a guy there I thought was really cute and I said hello to him everyday. Well today he asked me to lunch. He also included me in conversations with the others which I actually appreciate a lot. I feel comfortable with very few people and hes one of those people I feel comfortable talking to is what I realized.
When I got home today I was able to figure out his full name and look him up... Turns out he's FORTY years old. .-.
He looks and sounds very young... so its very shocking to find out. I am 25 by the way.
Well I feel like I should avoid him now. I feel embarrassed because my mom asked me if theres any cute guys at work so I said well theres this one guy whos kinda cute and now she wont let it go.... I have terrible taste in men. .-. Hes not handsome its mostly his cute awkwardness im drawn to and he has a cute smile. Now I feel weird plus its even worse if he LIKES me and he thinks I like him because im really bad at acting normal around someone I find cute .-. He's started smiling at me a lot... and it's my fault too because i've glanced at him so much...
Im embarrassed now plus he has mental health issues. No one has worse taste in men than me I swear. I should be admitted because im experiencing some kind of a crisis for this to even be happening in the first place probably