I’m friends with fat people as motivation
I’m deliberately friends with fat people because seeing how ugly and miserable they are is motivation for me to stay in shape.
I really prioritise health and fitness in my life and I have a friend who is not quite overweight but quite chubby. She is 19 and no guy has ever asked her out or been attracted to her.
When I’m tempted to overeat or to skip a workout, I picture how her tummy sticks out and bulges obscenely and it motivates me to keep on dieting and exercising.
Is it normal that I purposefully keep these people in my life for that reason?