Hurt myself over my favorite youtuber

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I’ve delete this because I do not want anyone to engage in self harm so I had to put more caution

There is a YouTuber named Jaiden Animations but there is a problem with her people are apparently people are simping on her and drawing lewd fan art and they are apparently taking Jaiden loves away from me. I cry to myself that Jaiden will never love me and I also engage in some dangerous acts with my screwdriver because I want her to appreciate me but she will not I guess I don’t deserve Jaiden at all those simps deserve her how do i make it stop or I do I get to be friends with Jaiden Animations because I feel like I’m bad person for defending her against simp Tess the people who defended Jaiden I wish Jaiden Animations loves me I wish she loves me more than them but Jaiden Finds them more good behavior than me How do I get her to become friends. I just need help

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  • SkullsNRoses
    1 year ago | pl

    This question has already been answered.

    You cannot:
    🔘Make Jaiden acknowledge or like you.
    🔘Stop people from sexualising her.

    You need to:
    🔘See a doctor about your wound.
    🔘Unfollow and block all the accounts posting content that triggers you to cry, rage or self-harm.
    🔘Seek mental health support which you are clearly in urgent need of.

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    • FLeak56
      1 year ago

      Thank you I had deleted this

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  • kikilizzo
    1 year ago

    You need to grow up and stop creepily obsessing over people you do not personally know, and seek mental health asap. Otherwise one of those days you'll end behind bars for stalking, probably.

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  • taebby22
    1 year ago

    The most simple advice I can give you is to take a very long break from social media, and perhaps the internet in general. I'm 30 years old, likely much older than you, and I can tell you that life was simpler before everyone started blasting their opinions and every thought across the internet. This constant stream of information is enough to make anyone upset, including myself. I quit social media years ago, but sometimes I need to use it for work purposes, and I can't look at for more than 30 seconds before I see something toxic. The internet wasn't like this in the 90s and early 2000s, but it's become a cesspool of negativity.
    Save yourself, truly. Take a long break and seek medical help for your mental health struggles. NOTHING you see on the internet is worth damaging your mental health (and your life) over. NOTHING. Life is NOT the internet.

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  • rockyrocks
    1 year ago

    isn't she aromantic and asexual... therefore doesn't like anyone that way and will never

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    • Lalalaland900
      1 year ago

      Irrelevant.. whether they're accessible or not, asexual or not, etc, obsessing and harming over ANYONE seems uncool. The bigger issue is the propensity to self harm in general, regardless of other people, events, stimuli, etc. It's normal to become engulfed in these triggers and feelings and obsessions, but it isn't ok, and it's up to others to give you a dose of reality and pull you out of it... assuaging and enabling these behaviors is stupid. It's not empathy and supportive, it's harmful

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    • Tinybird
      1 year ago

      those are the same thing.

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      • Yaidin
        1 year ago

        Aromantic means no romantic interest
        Asexual means no sexual interest
        And yes you can love people on a romantic level without wanting to fuck them

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        • Tinybird
          1 year ago

          loving people without wanting to fuck them does not make you asexual. Having "couple-asssociated" feelings makes you not asexual.

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          • Yaidin
            1 year ago

            Strictly speaking asexual people have no sexual interest in other people at all, yeah. But at the end of the day it's up to the person itself to decide whether they are asexual or not.

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            • Tinybird
              1 year ago

              True, but if I call myself a cat, that doesn't make me a cat.

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  • bbrown95
    1 year ago

    There is a lot of good advice here, and I highly recommend you take it seriously. It is not normal to obsess over an Internet personality to this extent, and your behavior is very harmful and self destructive. Please seek help for this.

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    • FLeak56
      1 year ago

      It is because of rule 34 not Jaiden

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  • JuicyGarfield
    1 year ago

    Trigger warnings are stupid

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  • RoseIsabella
    1 year ago

    That's sad, and pathetic. You need to get a life, and take a break from social media.

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  • Tinybird
    1 year ago

    Sounds a bit like me whenever other people "simp" over the things I like and sexualise them even though they are joking and I seriously like them.... It pisses me off, like people act like those people are serious, when they are not, and I seriously like those things.

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