How do i take back my feelings for someone

I like a boy who used to bully me with other kids. He bullied me for 7 years, then I transferred. 2 years later, he transferred to my class. At first, we would get along fine, then we started to fight a lot. He would punch me and run away, and I would run after him. It was like that, and I started to develop feelings for him. Then, he stopped fighting with me, later on I found out he had started dating a girl i hate the most. I stopped talking to him, and everything was okay. I knew the girl was just trying to use him as a a date for school's Christmas party, and later after the party, they broke up. We started to get closer again, but not romantically. He was always there for me, and let's be real, at least he doesn't bad mouth you to others right? So I don't want to admit it, but I like him too much. It has been 8 months since i had feelings for him, and i hate myself for it. I mean, what kind of person wouldlike having feelings for one of the boys who treated me like some kind of stress toy? Even though he's nicer to me now, it still makes me feel sick just to think about it. How do I take back my feelings?

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  • nikkiclaire

    Don't take them back, he obviously bullied you cause he liked you. Tell him how you feel.

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  • unseriousness

    Forgive and forget! There must be a reason he bullied you. As long as he doesn't do it anymore, there's no need to take your feelings back.

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