Girl know from across the atlantic
I met a lady my age on reddit a year ago, we clicked during a conversation and found we had a very similar set of experiences the same year it was very pleasant to meet someone else who understood the struggles I had been going through.
A year later she reached out to ask how I'm doing, we started to text on reddit and so much more commonalities began to emerge, it was quite odd every time wed bring something new up the other person would have something insightful to say and or would already be familiar with some niche topics etc. Point being we had very enjoyable conversations, we moved to Facebook and WhatsApp to talk and discovered that we had complimentary personalities on the Myers Briggs test. So wed send little videos and photos through out the day, long deep conversations through text, voice note conversations into the night and tried arranging a call numerous times only I was never able to.
So that's the background that's who I'm talking about (sorry it's a long post)
So I began to fall for her as she happens to be gorgeous as well, but I began to feel a lot of neurotic emotions as I didnt know how to express how I felt simply for the fact that it felt as if my feelings were invalid given it was an entirely online friendship nevertheless this girl played on my mind for months and I still havent forgotten her. It's been a month since we last texted, I sent her a few paragraphs a month ago and she never replied she just clicked the little love heart react emojis as a response. This happened a couple times before so I figured maybe she wants some space so I didn't text her and it's been about a month now since I decided to let her reach out, but she hasn't. I feel very confused about the situation and idk if its appropriate to ask her why she stopped texting I guess the likelihood is that she simply didn't feel the same way about me and therefore the conversation was not that important to her anymore. Sometimes I wonder if its just that shes gonna reach out sometime soon or that she wants to but feels like it's been too long. But that honestly feels like a bit a lie I tell myself to keep my hopes up in desperation We went from texting everyday for 4 months to nothing for an entire month. I guess if I had told her how I feel and then she told me she wasn't interested not a problem but I just don't understand the situation I'm in it was such an abrupt end to such an enjoyable experience without explanation. I don't want to be over bearing but I miss talking to her. I just need an outside perspective on the situation