Everytime someone mentions god, my body burns
Everytime someone mentions god either to me or on social media, I will get extremely angry and my body will start to feel like it's on fire. I have previously belong to a church that outsiders would consider a cult because they believe that there is not only a god the father, but a god the mother. You can Google the church online, it's called the world mission society church of God.
Ever since I left that church, my whole entire views on religion completely changed and in the end I became athiest. Suddenly it felt like I had so much hatred towards Christianity, I absolutely despised them and would mock Christians online.
I can't even read a scripture without trying to ignore it. Yesterday when I visited my mother's house I found that she had a Qur'an that her friend let her read, even though she's not Muslim. She's Catholic. I don't judge her for being Catholic and I don't care if she was Catholic, but if she did mention one thing about god to me, I can literally feel the rage boiling inside me.
Also just to make a disclaimer, the church did not perform any satanic Ritual or any ritual of any kind but it's weird that I feel like some demon is inside me.