Are these the telltale signs that i don't have parental instinct?
I am 22 years old and not married yet. I loathe children. If I hear or read about a baby or a kid died, I don't feel sympathy for them.
I hate babies. They look like a breathing and living goo. Their cries can ruin my joyous day instantly.
When I see babies or kids cry, I feel like smacking them. It's weird that if a grown up cries, I get emotional and feel like crying with them.
I've a 13 year old and a 6 year old nephews. They've good demeanors unlike lots of brats I've met out there and yet I isolated myself from them. I try to get along with them but always ended up failing to start a conversation with them.
I just can't love them. I feel like a bad person and always wonder if I would be the worst parent if I happened to have my own family. Will I feel the same if it's my own child? Wonder if someone else feels the same here.