Am i going insane?
First of all: I know that you can't "diagnose" me. This is just to get more motivation to see a doctor. I'm currently having none at all, I feel like not leaving my room, it really could help me to accept the seriousness (or none seriousness) of my situation.
I'll make it as short as possible:
For the last months I've become hell of tired cause as a lack of sleep for the last two weeks like only I got 2h, dizzy af, things are moving on their own, someone keeps knocking on my doors, it became even worse since last week. Now I feel starred at like to midnight, I've headaches most of the time, light and noise literally feels like murder. I can't go to school nor to work, everyone just stares and whispers and laughs, I hear them thinking what an idiot I am for skipping. Those I have told don't believe me so I'm keeping inside my safeplace, rotating at my bed which is bloodfull and stinks like a dead body has lied here for hours.
I'm sorry for messing up it all. I just can't do right know any better.