Am i creepier than men?

I feel like I’m a creepy old man in the body of an 18 year old girl. I’ve been stalking this boy since fourth grade. He is now 19 and in college, he recently blocked me on Pinterest, I hate the fact he doesn’t love me back, I feel like I need to get sexually aggressive with men and forcing myself on them, beating them and holding them down. I’ve gotten way too much platonic love and never mutual, the amount of platonic love I get sometimes annoys me, I become jealous of the other girls around me because they have someone who loves them back. I constantly masturbate to the thought of myself dominating a weak male, I’ve never moaned during masturbation, I have no clue why. I’ve been masturbating since I was 5 and didn’t even know there was a word for it then. I have a very specific type, uncircumcised Asian males. I was on the bus a week ago with an Asian male. I asked if I could hug him, which he let me, he only let me for a few minutes, then he started to pull away. I got mad when he did, but I didn’t show it. I kept asking him for more and he said no. I also have been humping pillows and plushies to get rid of this aggressive “sexual tension” which only works temporarily. I’ve said weird sexual things to men that have deeply terrified them, like something a creepy old man would say, something that shouldn’t be coming out of a woman’s mouth. I feel more masculine than I should, I do not feel like I’m transgender or anything, I just feel extremely masculine for a woman, I even smell like a man, like terrible pit funk. I don’t know what is happening to me.

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  • Wanting to rape a weak male because you're not sexually appealing enough to others isn't a trait that makes you "masculine", it makes you a piece of shit

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  • Nearly half of the creeps I know are women.

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  • Nice try scrote.

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  • For me it sounds like you were sexually abused. It's often the case with oversexual young women. Either way you definitely need therapy to talk these things through.

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    • I never was. People have asked me this before.

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  • Per the "pit funk", have you tried clinical strength deodorant/antiperspirant? I use it and find it is so much better than regular, which for some reason after many years I started having trouble with this past year.

    For the rest, I think it would be best to address these issues with someone more qualified than us, such as a good therapist. It's not normal to want to force yourself on anyone, nor to become this infatuated with men and sex to the point that it is wreaking so much havoc on your life.

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  • This is bad for you.

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  • My interest is piqued. What weird thing have you said to men that "deeply terrified" them?

    Other than that, none of this stuff is masculine. What you have is BO and an attitude. Just get on Tinder or something, it's not that hard.

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  • It's weird that you wanted to fuck a fourth grader for a start. P**o alert what's wrong with you?

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  • yep, seems like i'm not innocent enough to get lady raped. lmao

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