All i do is smoke weed?
I have severe depression and anxiety. Its so bad that its difficult for me to do normal things, especially when it involves leaving my apartment.
I've seen a couple of therapist in my life time, who have all diagnosed me with severe depression and anxiety. I've even been on pills, but none have helped.
When weed became legal here I finally tried it. At first I hated it, it made me paranoid and anxious. After smoking it a couple more times though I started to enjoy how happy it made me. I was able to laugh, hangout with friends and go to work without feeling horrible. I started smoking more and more to feel the way I once did when I first started, but over the years I've just become numb when I smoke,I almost feel like I'm dead. I've also noticed its made my depression worst when I'm not smoking. I just can't seem to stop though, its like I'm addicted to feeling nothing.
I constantly sit at home smoking bowls after bowls, ditching my friends or family. I'm basically back to how I was before but now I spend so much money and it no longer helps.
Anyone else like this? I know weed isn't suppose to be addictive or whatever but I can't bring myself to stop smoking.