Addicted to being annoying

It's bloody well normal for an arsehole to be bloody annoying, stinking up the place with horrible behaviour. As this is what I'm addicted to if I'm not equal and somehow not average. It's been happening for exactly 37 years since I was born on 24 March but 9 months after I was born even though my birth is just a phantom in my mind. By being all that's great I did nothing of right and wrong, I wasn't good, I was causing considerable consequences. My genius did this too, but that's not the reason I'm average intelligence now, I'm average intelligence because since my meeting with Penny last week on February in Holden Hill I didn't want to get almost stabbed in the heart and didn't want childish behaviour or be annoying like a child or let people think everything I ever did was nonsense, and people do think it's nonsense, they think it's childish nonsense acting like a spoilt brat. It's also because since 25 I wasn't thinking of intellectuality or even my brain, I was only thinking very average things with no concern of anything that's not average, not one bit. From the start it was nice, it was magical and felt like I was on earth for the first day. It's not childish but I felt like a kid as an adult in a "change for the better", thus even at 25 I wasn't born such an annoying person. I know things are going to get as bad as back then, common misconceptions of my character or maybe it really is going to be average, because from 25 and even 37 years that stuff is new, I see a bright future, there will be a rainbow.