These were things I already confessed to on this site, but here they all are in one big post :
- Back when was a child and my broke ass family moved around, I used to torment the pests/vermin that infested those old run down houses.
- I'm bisexual and prefer men, but have WAAAY more experience with women. It's the reason why I'm afraid to get back on the dating scene(I don't count using strap-ons on a dude because I'm not the one being penetrated) .
- I sometimes secretly wish my older brother would drop dead because he's a burden on my parents.
- I have stolen money multiple times from my parents as a kid and I used to shoplift and steal from others A LOT.
- For the past decade I've had dreams of the lives of eight different anime looking people who live in a semi-floating timeline. Most of their adventures play out like a typical shoujo action anime but there are some events that happened in those dreams that are really fucked up(graphic rape, genocides, suicides of characters, etc). I have notebooks filled with some of these dreams. I've put them together and I might start drawing them soon.
- I used to hate the male gender with a passion as a kid because of all the sex offenders, grown me that would flirt with me, and illegal immigrants cat calling me in spanish and trying to grope me.
- I don't care about my cousins, aunts, uncles, or co workers feelings, lives, or overall well being. Heck, whenever a tragedy that kills millions happens or whenever someone dies in general, I honestly don't care. I'll only pretend to care to avoid being ostracized.
- My dog passed away in 2012 and I still haven't gotten over it.
- I think my older sister is too chubby for some of the clothes she wears now(she tells me she's a meduim, but she's clearly a large in some brands now and it clearly shows), but I'll never say it to her face because she's the last person in this world I'd ever want to hurt the feelings of.
I seem to have forgotten some of the other stuff I've confessed to on here before:
- Shock videos don't disgust me. When watching them with others I'll only pretend to be disgusted just so I don't seem weird.
- I never cared about 9-11 and I get annoyed whenever it's mentioned every year.
- I enjoy watching gay porn and to a lesser extent femdom porn. I also enjoy yaoi manga and specifically look for seke manga instead of that overused stereotypical uke/seme garbage.
- I like it when dudes cross dress. When I mean like, I mean REALLY like.
- A part of me secretly despises my sister even though she's the person I care about the most in this world. I also partially resent the fact that she plans on moving to another state because I know once she moves, we'll never see each other face to face ever again. I also dislike the fact that I'm ALWAYS the one to visit her. She says that because of the issues with mom, she won't visit me, but I wish she'd just get over it already.
- I have an unnatural fear of bathrooms that I'm not familiar with. I can only use my bathroom, the bathrooms at my sister's house, and the bathrooms at work. Anytime I try to use other bathrooms, I get scared. I'm also scared of gaining back the weight I lost and becoming that ugly 200 pound tub of lard I was in 2011.
- I regret buying the house I currently live in and wish I could go back to 2008 to stop myself from doing so.
- As a child, I used to have fantasies about violently torturing the people that bullied me.
- I have a crush on two of the users here. I also seem to crush on fictional characters a lot.
- I legitimately enjoy working at Target and I see the Food Ave area as my second home to the point where I can be very territorial about it.
Wow, I'm legitimately jealous of the dreams you've had about the anime-looking people! I've seen so much anime in the past 12 years that you'd think that *all* my dreams would be anime-based, but my dreams about them happen very rarely and never even come close to the scope or content of your dreams.
To be honest, with some of the messed up things I've seen in them, its not really something to get jealous of. lol. When I was a teen dreaming about them it actually had me questioning my sanity for a short time.
For the most part I'm usually able to lucid dream, but when I dream about that little anime world, I have no control over the dreams. It feels like I'm watching an episode of a show when these dreams occur. I remember when I started writing their adventures down I reread the notebooks trying to decifer why I have these dreams and noticed something with each hero and villian: they either seem to represent really really small pieces of who I am, who I was, or the people in my life. I also noticed that even the layouts of the towns, schools, and other buildings seem to look similar to the towns, schools, and buildings I used to see. My friend has dubbed the notebooks "The dreams of a madwoman" lol.
I totally empathise and I'm sorry about your dog, my dog passed away in 2012 too and I still really miss her, she was a springer spaniel called molly, we had to put her down at 15 after a series of mini strokes, that was the worst part, she deserved to go in her sleep, not slowly deterioating like that, I was quite young when we got her so it can be hard to remember life before her.
As bad as it soinds , the death of molly hit me harder than the death of my grandmothers, I didn't particularly see them that often but a dog, there when you wake up, there when you get home and there wagging their tail when you feel like shit,
I'm sorry to hear about your dog, what kind of dog was he or she if you don't mind me asking?
Aww. Sorry about Molly. :(
I can understand that feeling of mourning pets more than family members. A person is more attached to the ones that are there for them more.
Blackie was a Husky mix of some sort from Alaska. I used to think she was part black lab, but I wasn't so sure.
Also I used to have a shoplifting game, there was a shop on the way back from high school with really bad security, me and a friend Zach would go in and see how much stuff we could take, it would start out as a Mars bar, then we'd queue and actually buy something, then we'd fill our school bags with Pepsi and chocolate and just walk straight out, it got so obvious and nothing happened that in the end we made a point of trying to see how far we could push it before being caught, we'd stand by the chocolate section and talk as we stuffed our pockets and left the store with stuff visably hanging out of our pockets, the last time we went I walked out with a kinder egg in my hand and 4 Mars bars placed in my hood hanging out, never got caught, over a year we must have stolen about 50-60 pounds worth :s
Wow. That was more than I ever stole from a store. Lol
For the most part it was always junk food from 7-11's and bodegas. You're a pro compared to me lol
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These were things I already confessed to on this site, but here they all are in one big post :
- Back when was a child and my broke ass family moved around, I used to torment the pests/vermin that infested those old run down houses.
- I'm bisexual and prefer men, but have WAAAY more experience with women. It's the reason why I'm afraid to get back on the dating scene(I don't count using strap-ons on a dude because I'm not the one being penetrated) .
- I sometimes secretly wish my older brother would drop dead because he's a burden on my parents.
- I have stolen money multiple times from my parents as a kid and I used to shoplift and steal from others A LOT.
- For the past decade I've had dreams of the lives of eight different anime looking people who live in a semi-floating timeline. Most of their adventures play out like a typical shoujo action anime but there are some events that happened in those dreams that are really fucked up(graphic rape, genocides, suicides of characters, etc). I have notebooks filled with some of these dreams. I've put them together and I might start drawing them soon.
- I used to hate the male gender with a passion as a kid because of all the sex offenders, grown me that would flirt with me, and illegal immigrants cat calling me in spanish and trying to grope me.
- I don't care about my cousins, aunts, uncles, or co workers feelings, lives, or overall well being. Heck, whenever a tragedy that kills millions happens or whenever someone dies in general, I honestly don't care. I'll only pretend to care to avoid being ostracized.
- My dog passed away in 2012 and I still haven't gotten over it.
- I think my older sister is too chubby for some of the clothes she wears now(she tells me she's a meduim, but she's clearly a large in some brands now and it clearly shows), but I'll never say it to her face because she's the last person in this world I'd ever want to hurt the feelings of.
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I seem to have forgotten some of the other stuff I've confessed to on here before:
- Shock videos don't disgust me. When watching them with others I'll only pretend to be disgusted just so I don't seem weird.
- I never cared about 9-11 and I get annoyed whenever it's mentioned every year.
- I enjoy watching gay porn and to a lesser extent femdom porn. I also enjoy yaoi manga and specifically look for seke manga instead of that overused stereotypical uke/seme garbage.
- I like it when dudes cross dress. When I mean like, I mean REALLY like.
- A part of me secretly despises my sister even though she's the person I care about the most in this world. I also partially resent the fact that she plans on moving to another state because I know once she moves, we'll never see each other face to face ever again. I also dislike the fact that I'm ALWAYS the one to visit her. She says that because of the issues with mom, she won't visit me, but I wish she'd just get over it already.
- I have an unnatural fear of bathrooms that I'm not familiar with. I can only use my bathroom, the bathrooms at my sister's house, and the bathrooms at work. Anytime I try to use other bathrooms, I get scared. I'm also scared of gaining back the weight I lost and becoming that ugly 200 pound tub of lard I was in 2011.
- I regret buying the house I currently live in and wish I could go back to 2008 to stop myself from doing so.
- As a child, I used to have fantasies about violently torturing the people that bullied me.
- I have a crush on two of the users here. I also seem to crush on fictional characters a lot.
- I legitimately enjoy working at Target and I see the Food Ave area as my second home to the point where I can be very territorial about it.
Wow, I'm legitimately jealous of the dreams you've had about the anime-looking people! I've seen so much anime in the past 12 years that you'd think that *all* my dreams would be anime-based, but my dreams about them happen very rarely and never even come close to the scope or content of your dreams.
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To be honest, with some of the messed up things I've seen in them, its not really something to get jealous of. lol. When I was a teen dreaming about them it actually had me questioning my sanity for a short time.
For the most part I'm usually able to lucid dream, but when I dream about that little anime world, I have no control over the dreams. It feels like I'm watching an episode of a show when these dreams occur. I remember when I started writing their adventures down I reread the notebooks trying to decifer why I have these dreams and noticed something with each hero and villian: they either seem to represent really really small pieces of who I am, who I was, or the people in my life. I also noticed that even the layouts of the towns, schools, and other buildings seem to look similar to the towns, schools, and buildings I used to see. My friend has dubbed the notebooks "The dreams of a madwoman" lol.
I totally empathise and I'm sorry about your dog, my dog passed away in 2012 too and I still really miss her, she was a springer spaniel called molly, we had to put her down at 15 after a series of mini strokes, that was the worst part, she deserved to go in her sleep, not slowly deterioating like that, I was quite young when we got her so it can be hard to remember life before her.
As bad as it soinds , the death of molly hit me harder than the death of my grandmothers, I didn't particularly see them that often but a dog, there when you wake up, there when you get home and there wagging their tail when you feel like shit,
I'm sorry to hear about your dog, what kind of dog was he or she if you don't mind me asking?
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Aww. Sorry about Molly. :(
I can understand that feeling of mourning pets more than family members. A person is more attached to the ones that are there for them more.
Blackie was a Husky mix of some sort from Alaska. I used to think she was part black lab, but I wasn't so sure.
<a href="http://s281.photobucket.com/user/psychochickie666/library/Blackie?sort=3&page=1" rel="nofollow" class="ui-link">http://s281.photobucket.com/user/psychochickie6...</a>
My family got her in the summer of 98 when she was two years old and I was 9 at the time. Blackie died in the summer of 2012.
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That link dosent work. Here's a better one:
http://s281.photobucket.com/user/psychochickie666/library/Blackie?sort=3&page=1
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I'm sorry, she's a beautiful dog
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Thank you.
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:)
Also I used to have a shoplifting game, there was a shop on the way back from high school with really bad security, me and a friend Zach would go in and see how much stuff we could take, it would start out as a Mars bar, then we'd queue and actually buy something, then we'd fill our school bags with Pepsi and chocolate and just walk straight out, it got so obvious and nothing happened that in the end we made a point of trying to see how far we could push it before being caught, we'd stand by the chocolate section and talk as we stuffed our pockets and left the store with stuff visably hanging out of our pockets, the last time we went I walked out with a kinder egg in my hand and 4 Mars bars placed in my hood hanging out, never got caught, over a year we must have stolen about 50-60 pounds worth :s
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Wow. That was more than I ever stole from a store. Lol
For the most part it was always junk food from 7-11's and bodegas. You're a pro compared to me lol
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Yeah it wasn't good looking back haha,