Yes some maybe, but my status here is less anonymous than yours. And I have confessed to writing that post about having fantasies about someone here, but I am sure that wasn't news to anyone. I felt like people knew it was me who wrote it.
Ok some more confessions:
I worry I'll always be alone. (please don't tell me wrong, it just helps to say it I guess...)
I have a mutism-like disorder (although I'm told it's just part of borderline personality disorder) whereby I just cant be myself around people, hence coming on line...and I am much more myself here than I am to anyone in real life.
I can definitely empathise with worrying about always being alone - I think a lot of the human race can.
That's interesting about your disorder, too. When you think about it, one of the ways the internet is brilliant is in enabling people like you who struggle to be themselves around others to express whatever they hold back offline in a mostly safe, contained space, often with total anonymity.
Yeh thats a bit of self diagnosis. I seem to have traits of selective mutism and had a main elective person who I was myself with and a few others. But now there is no-one I am me with since breaking up with my elective person. To the outside world I am pleasant, nice, quiet, and thats about it. I never needed other people though, only someone to be in a relationship with. I've been diagnosed with bpd and social anxiety. But I just come across as quiet and calm apparently.
your confessions IIN
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Ha I knew I missed something off the list:
I have terrible sleeping habits - which partly explains the 'always late' thing. I lost a job because of it.
But you seem to be up during the witching hours too? And thanks for the digital hugs :)
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Well its holiday time...and I have things on my mind.
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You know this is a confessions post. Perfect opportunity to offload them things on your mind... :P
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Yes some maybe, but my status here is less anonymous than yours. And I have confessed to writing that post about having fantasies about someone here, but I am sure that wasn't news to anyone. I felt like people knew it was me who wrote it.
Ok some more confessions:
I worry I'll always be alone. (please don't tell me wrong, it just helps to say it I guess...)
I have a mutism-like disorder (although I'm told it's just part of borderline personality disorder) whereby I just cant be myself around people, hence coming on line...and I am much more myself here than I am to anyone in real life.
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I can definitely empathise with worrying about always being alone - I think a lot of the human race can.
That's interesting about your disorder, too. When you think about it, one of the ways the internet is brilliant is in enabling people like you who struggle to be themselves around others to express whatever they hold back offline in a mostly safe, contained space, often with total anonymity.
The priest thanks you for your confession.
I neeeed sleeeep.
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Yeh thats a bit of self diagnosis. I seem to have traits of selective mutism and had a main elective person who I was myself with and a few others. But now there is no-one I am me with since breaking up with my elective person. To the outside world I am pleasant, nice, quiet, and thats about it. I never needed other people though, only someone to be in a relationship with. I've been diagnosed with bpd and social anxiety. But I just come across as quiet and calm apparently.
I can relate to that, this has been my second all nighter in 3 days