What you can do if you want to get out of this situation:
First, find something (safe) you really like; it can be anything from a TV show, video games, a sport, a manga, cooking etc. Then find online people with the same interest.
Talk to them. Once you get along with some of them, meet the closest to your area.
The only way of getting out is getting out.
You can also try to find a job you like just to give you a little income.
Don't blame your mom. Don't even blame yourself. Do something. You can do something now. In 20 years it will be too late.
Would you say I have some sort of mental illness?
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What you have is called depression.
What you can do if you want to get out of this situation:
First, find something (safe) you really like; it can be anything from a TV show, video games, a sport, a manga, cooking etc. Then find online people with the same interest.
Talk to them. Once you get along with some of them, meet the closest to your area.
The only way of getting out is getting out.
You can also try to find a job you like just to give you a little income.
Don't blame your mom. Don't even blame yourself. Do something. You can do something now. In 20 years it will be too late.