A year ago I was pregnant. It wasn't planned for but I wanted it and had the support of family and friends. All things were set in motion to have a child in my life. Finances were put in order. Maternity leave was scheduled and work duties were given to coworkers. My father in law was building a crib. When I lost the baby it made people awkward. Do I want one now? Can't bring myself to answer that question because the reality of it never being possible is too real. But I don't know. It's easier to convince myself I don't want one than to deal with never being able to have one. I don't care for this question much.
Would you rather have a baby now or never have one at all?
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A year ago I was pregnant. It wasn't planned for but I wanted it and had the support of family and friends. All things were set in motion to have a child in my life. Finances were put in order. Maternity leave was scheduled and work duties were given to coworkers. My father in law was building a crib. When I lost the baby it made people awkward. Do I want one now? Can't bring myself to answer that question because the reality of it never being possible is too real. But I don't know. It's easier to convince myself I don't want one than to deal with never being able to have one. I don't care for this question much.