Holding onto the past will tear you apart. You are playing a game that no one is going to win, hoarding feelings that should have been let go. The sex feels so good because it is so wrong and it is taking its toll on both of you.
Despite your honesty, it's likely that you are leading her on in some way - you admitted that you suspect she expects more, yet you still would choose to put your own immediate gratification above personal growth for you and her.
Would you drive 5 hours away for best sex ever with ex?
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Holding onto the past will tear you apart. You are playing a game that no one is going to win, hoarding feelings that should have been let go. The sex feels so good because it is so wrong and it is taking its toll on both of you.
Despite your honesty, it's likely that you are leading her on in some way - you admitted that you suspect she expects more, yet you still would choose to put your own immediate gratification above personal growth for you and her.