Would you be unconfident too if you were me?
A lot of people say that I'm really beautiful, and I know that I sound like I'm bragging about myself, but I'm not, it's just that... even if people think I'm attractive, I hate my looks. I'm an Albino girl, racially white and Albino, I'm the whitest person ever, I hate my skin, and my eyes are so fucking blue... everyone stares at me in public, even women, not because they want to have sex with me or anything, they stare because I look weird, regardless of how attractive I am, that's the point, I'd swap myself for any of you, maybe you're an average chick who doesn't get much attention from guys, well I'd love to be you, guys find me hot but I still hate myself and I DO NOT look like a common girl. Not only I'm an Albino girl, I look like one of those weird-looking models with super pointy faces and strong facial features. My hot cousin who's 32 ( and has a girlfriend ) couldn't wait for me to turn 18 because he wanted to have sex, I've been asked out plenty of times and I've been with different guys, still, I'd rather be average and ''normal-looking'' than keep on living with my looks, even if I get a lot of attention from guys. I don't know if my point is clear, I hope you understand... ( I'm not kidding, I seriously need help, I even thought about killing myself )