Would fantasizing about deviant scenarios in love be considered normal

I often fantasize that the guy I like are forced into a relationship and he acts aloof to me, disliking me at first. I try every which way to make him like me and slowly he does, but I take no notice of the fact that he does, and slowly I grow weary of pleasing him. Then life throws me curve balls and I try to commit suicide, but then at this point, he's madly in love with me. And begrudgingly expresses his affections for me and arrives in the nick of time to save me when I try to commit suicide.

What would you diagnose me with? And why do I think this way?

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