It sounds super easy but I struggle with my choices. I am literally killing myself daily. I know I'm capable of doing it for I've done it before. I don't have motivation to change. I do notice I'm better without my vices and I'm able to accomplish way more when I'm off them. There's something that is completely irrational that makes me keep going back for more and more. I'm a perfectly functioning human being but when I'm on I do the bare minimum to pass as a normal person and I succeed in that.
Why is it so hard to beat an addiction?
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It sounds super easy but I struggle with my choices. I am literally killing myself daily. I know I'm capable of doing it for I've done it before. I don't have motivation to change. I do notice I'm better without my vices and I'm able to accomplish way more when I'm off them. There's something that is completely irrational that makes me keep going back for more and more. I'm a perfectly functioning human being but when I'm on I do the bare minimum to pass as a normal person and I succeed in that.