Why everyone treat me badly?

You sound like a train wreck. You make the people around you miserable. Get into therapy. You make me crazy just reading your fucked up post.

People do suck sometimes but there are alot of good people out there. Don't look to other people for approval or acceptance-worry about yourself and things you enjoy and the rest will follow.

You're families not home? Bb bartek is cumin over!

Get some psychiatric treatment ASAP. You certainly sound depressed and anxious. You might even be living with am undiagnosed mood disorder, and or personality disorder. You don't have to suffer in silence the way you are right now.

Unfortunately, there is still a stigma around mental illness and it's treatment. I didn't get any treatment until I was away at college, because my family didn't believe it that sort of thing. I dunno what your specific situation is with your family of origin, but I'd certainly say that mine was invalidating, maybe yours is too. The sad thing is that we all tend to attract and be attracted to people who remind us of our own dysfunctional families of origin, because that's what's familiar to us. Google generational curse and trauma bonding. If we don't sort out our family of origin issues we tend to end up reliving them in our relationships. Sad, but true.
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Because you let them treat you badly. That's the reason. Stop putting up with people's BS.

They don't need you that much obvisly.