Why does everyone seem to hate me

" I'm sure you people have heard this over and over. But why does everybody seem to hate me I'm a reasonably good-looking 39 year old male from Bronx New York Caucasian white a little chubby but still very good looking. But for some odd reason everybody seems to hate me. No matter how courteous I always get dirty looks I always get Shunned or ignored.I am not an attention whore. I lost my job back in February. To be precise February 9th. I still can't get anything else I have been unemployed for a couple of months now I am so depressed and I want to end my life and on top of that everybody seems to hate me where did I go wrong in life. If I can't seem to get my life together in a few months I swear to God on a stack of Bibles I am going to hang myself this is not a threat this is not a warning it is a promise so you guys will be talking to me while I'm still alive because in a few months I'll be dead I can't go on living like this. You can say all you know you know you're not a good person knows how to look for a job so about your cover letter your interviews I've done all that I've been on lock interviews I've had 20 different people look at my resume I sent my resume off to places and had them professionally done. I know how to present myself at an interview this all stems from people liking you people have to like you in order to hire you.