Why do i have these feelings but only towards my family?
Ok so for an example when my brother sits down on a chair, i can't sit on that chair i have to put something on it like a rag. I don't know why i feel like if i sit where he just sat like his personality and feelings are going "enter me" sorta like I'm a sponge and i don't want to soak up any of my family's feelings, thoughts, or really anything. Is this weird? Maybe its because secretly i don't like getting close to my family I'm not sure, like if my brother touched my blanket i would feel like i have to change my blanket or get another one, because i don't want to feel like when I'm putting my blanket around me that my brother is there with me ewwww. I'm not sure why i think this way can someone help me =)