Ever notice how anti-depressants make you even more depressed?
Well, I used to be drugged up all the time on at least 8 different medications a day. Every day. For over 10 years. I missed out on most of my childhood because I was too fucked up on prescriptions that the doctors gave me to be normal, and yet they were giving me the drugs so that I could be normal... just like a robot, just how they wanted me to be.
The thing that sucks about multiple anti-depressants is that most of the time, they can contradict each other and have side effects that are making things worse. Not to mention, it's highly expensive.
I'm only 22 years old, I'm not a medical professional. But from my own experience, being off of anti-depressants has actually made things much better. I can actually deal with my problems and fix them rather than delude them in a synthesized cloud of happiness that goes away as soon as the prescriptions wear off. So, I say you should get off the drugs, and go for some herbal teas and make some fun hobbies instead. And who knows, maybe a side effect of one of the prescriptions is causing you to be uncomfortable being touched.
But the touching thing is an important issue and your husband may be on the right track. You do need to be able to give your own children a hug with happiness.
why do I hate to be touched?
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Ever notice how anti-depressants make you even more depressed?
Well, I used to be drugged up all the time on at least 8 different medications a day. Every day. For over 10 years. I missed out on most of my childhood because I was too fucked up on prescriptions that the doctors gave me to be normal, and yet they were giving me the drugs so that I could be normal... just like a robot, just how they wanted me to be.
The thing that sucks about multiple anti-depressants is that most of the time, they can contradict each other and have side effects that are making things worse. Not to mention, it's highly expensive.
I'm only 22 years old, I'm not a medical professional. But from my own experience, being off of anti-depressants has actually made things much better. I can actually deal with my problems and fix them rather than delude them in a synthesized cloud of happiness that goes away as soon as the prescriptions wear off. So, I say you should get off the drugs, and go for some herbal teas and make some fun hobbies instead. And who knows, maybe a side effect of one of the prescriptions is causing you to be uncomfortable being touched.
But the touching thing is an important issue and your husband may be on the right track. You do need to be able to give your own children a hug with happiness.