Why do i get off on this?
I frequent a porn movie house (and there are so few of them left) where it is ok to beat off while watching the show. I like the fact that there are several men and a few women watching me do this. I am not alone in doing this, of course. Half the people there like doing the same thing. Somebody is always there making the rounds giving blow jobs. This could be a male or a female. Sometimes it's hard to tell if the person sucking cock is a man or a woman. But why do I like this kind of publicly displayed, deviant sex? Is this normal? I can't see this place lasting too much longer. The cops have got to get wind of this sooner or later. I suspect that they already have. I know I'll miss this place. Going there has become a sexual addiction. I'm not gay but I have allowed gay men to blow me in this place. That's how hot I was. I become a pervert in this place. No where else. How can this be? The place even stinks from time to time. I even get off on the smell. Is all this normal for a hetero guy like me?