Why do i act like this?

you have been in a situation that angers you. the jokes and other things that currently trigger this anger is not the cause. It is something beneath this.
Insecurity about something, whether it be family, your body, or something else.
Or just in general something happened to you that you were completely vulnerable from happening to you that caused you to hate anything that is supposed to bring a smile to your face.
See a psychologist. your school psychologist on this issue. It might get you out of house arrest and maybe your money reimbursed. the school should have diagnosed this as emotional distress, you can even sue them for not pointing out a problem you have mentally. To tell you the truth, schools are the greatest places to find mentally ill people, its just that the teachers there never took psychology therefore they would see psychopaths, depressed people etc, passing by and they dont realize they could have prevented a mass killing spree, suicide, etc... and the saddest part is that they tell the news reporters "I never would have thought that Jimmy would do such a thing! Poor Jimmy someone should have helped him".
I really think that the school psychologist needs to visit every class room to see who is the one most prone to mental illness instead of just sitting in an office jerking off.

maybe take some anger management classes.

take some anger management classes for real, maybe go see a therapist if that doesnt help and they can get you medications, good luck!

There is nothing unnormal about it in fact in may circles you would be considered an American HERO.

Get some professional help!

Anger huh?
Well like they say.
Destruction is a form of creation.

seriously, if u learn yoga, it can help you learn to control yourself better. bikram yoga (hot room yoga) is good. plus countless other physical, mental, psychological benefits.

@:Anonymous

An American hero is a man comparable to the likes of Rambo and Rocky!

Tough guy

IIN that after reading "slagged off", i read the rest of the story in a british accent?

Definatly not normal maybe lay off the hard drugs

explore your father son relationship maybe. if no father, dead or runaway get therapy. calm love is what you need i think to make up for father son reltionship
all posts above are good too

not normal, you might have too much pride and hate being the butt of some else's joke. or maybe you have issues with people respecting you. what ever it is, do not purchase a fire arm.