For what it's worth I'm a woman and you seem really cool. Even I have difficulty just making friends with other women (in fact I've never been able to yet). I have similar goals but with illustration rather than music. I just don't try at all most of the time because it seems extremely difficult to successfully get into the arts.
Thanks. It's good to hear encouragement. I've been able to make friends but have trouble with the majority of people. I've been a bit discouraged lately because I spent a couple years being lazy after feeling I wasted my effort into stuff. The last few months I have been attempting to not being lazy again and have quit drinking and smoking and have been looking for a job and a house to rent and it's kind of depressing because I was happier not doing anything and am having the same problems again that I did before and previously I was chain smoking to self medicate my mood and thoughts, and am trying to do it on my own. It's difficult because I often want to give up, but I still haven't even when I really feel like it. I never tell people how I feel in real life so I use the internet. I've noticed when people open up to others how they feel they usually reject them by either saying they don't really feel that way and are saying it to manipulate them, or they just think you are crazy and avoid you. It seems always one of the two, so I like to spend a lot of time isolating myself as I don't really like people other than a few people I like to be around but still don't really talk to about myself.
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For what it's worth I'm a woman and you seem really cool. Even I have difficulty just making friends with other women (in fact I've never been able to yet). I have similar goals but with illustration rather than music. I just don't try at all most of the time because it seems extremely difficult to successfully get into the arts.
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Thanks. It's good to hear encouragement. I've been able to make friends but have trouble with the majority of people. I've been a bit discouraged lately because I spent a couple years being lazy after feeling I wasted my effort into stuff. The last few months I have been attempting to not being lazy again and have quit drinking and smoking and have been looking for a job and a house to rent and it's kind of depressing because I was happier not doing anything and am having the same problems again that I did before and previously I was chain smoking to self medicate my mood and thoughts, and am trying to do it on my own. It's difficult because I often want to give up, but I still haven't even when I really feel like it. I never tell people how I feel in real life so I use the internet. I've noticed when people open up to others how they feel they usually reject them by either saying they don't really feel that way and are saying it to manipulate them, or they just think you are crazy and avoid you. It seems always one of the two, so I like to spend a lot of time isolating myself as I don't really like people other than a few people I like to be around but still don't really talk to about myself.