WOW...I sure wish the internet was around when I was your age! I hate saying this, but I 100% know how you feel. I was alone with those feelings for most of my life.
I too catch on quickly and wish I was an idiot sometimes...Like when I knew my "friend" was lying right to my face, I'd just play dumb and pretend everything was all right. That was the desperate(sad) need for them TO JUST LIKE ME...But, inside I'm seething inside and just want to scream at them and say, "How dare you treat me like that?!" Of course, I never did,..just smile and play stupid.
Thanks for letting me vent! But I do have a point...don't think you'll just grow out of it. Like the advice someone here said, you just have to not care and focus on things that make you happy. Trust in that, because when I finally didn't care what "they" thought..I became my own person..and after 30 years of feeling the way you do...it feels damn good now.
Why am I never someone people want to be around?
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WOW...I sure wish the internet was around when I was your age! I hate saying this, but I 100% know how you feel. I was alone with those feelings for most of my life.
I too catch on quickly and wish I was an idiot sometimes...Like when I knew my "friend" was lying right to my face, I'd just play dumb and pretend everything was all right. That was the desperate(sad) need for them TO JUST LIKE ME...But, inside I'm seething inside and just want to scream at them and say, "How dare you treat me like that?!" Of course, I never did,..just smile and play stupid.
Thanks for letting me vent! But I do have a point...don't think you'll just grow out of it. Like the advice someone here said, you just have to not care and focus on things that make you happy. Trust in that, because when I finally didn't care what "they" thought..I became my own person..and after 30 years of feeling the way you do...it feels damn good now.