Why am i attracted/turned on by this nasty man

Somehow I’m finding myself attracted to a rather repulsive man.

The good about Peter is that he’s kind gentleman, and really that should be all that matters. His intelligence and physical appearance, however, leave much to be desired.

He stands 6’5, very thin with a low muscle tone, yet he has rather plump moobs. He always slightly hunched over due to his scoliosis. He’s 31, but with his wrinkles and grey hair he looks like he should be retiring soon. He has creepy small knees. Overall he looks like a poorly aged Walugi. I’ve never him see without clothes, but his friend deceived him as poorly endowed despite his height. Apparently it’s extremely short and thick, which has earned him the nickname “mangina.”

He has a learning disability, and I’d estimate his I.Q. to be close to 85. He had to repeat one of his school years. All these factors have taken a toll on Peter, and lacks personal hygiene.

But yet I feel turned on in his presence. I don’t know why. I’m attracted to men who are quite opposite of Peter. Maybe I’m just sick of the same type? But I want Peter so bad!