Which would you rather?

Okay that sounds good to me. I would like more people to except my apologies and maybe let me gain a second chance on this site. When I first arrived here, I thought I was holier than everybody, but then I did some personal thinking and yes some sincere talking with God and I found out through both my lookings at myself and a good beating from God that I was a bonafide Jack Shit and I truly regret it. Please forgive my horribly rude and unkind stature here, I really feel crappy about it, and I no longer want to be a big, fat, rude mouthed Cannuck and would like to be more reasonable in my postings here, respect other peoples thoughts and feelings and not try to thoroughly push my simple shit ways on people, but to state my statements with the same type of stuffs like all the rest of you. I am no better than any of you, we are all the same, just shooting the breeze here and not wanting to be top dude LIKE I WAS TRYING TO BE, AND NOW GREATLY REGRET. Hope you will sorta forgive me and let me try to have a second chance with you if you want, please. :) Take care.