I've identified with Martyrdom but mostly because it how I want to die. Or rather its a worthy way to spend my life I mean I've been suicidal,more so than usual, and I'm already out of that awkward teen stage so I'm not sure what's causing I mean I don't feel persecuted,oppressed, or victimized I just feel dread and I thought that the moment that a martyrdom is required ill make sure its me so my life won't feel so useless,also sorry if this isn't the right page to be talking about suicide in its just that I'm new to this site and haven't seen any thing on wanting to die a martyr.
Which of these dark character traits do you have?
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I've identified with Martyrdom but mostly because it how I want to die. Or rather its a worthy way to spend my life I mean I've been suicidal,more so than usual, and I'm already out of that awkward teen stage so I'm not sure what's causing I mean I don't feel persecuted,oppressed, or victimized I just feel dread and I thought that the moment that a martyrdom is required ill make sure its me so my life won't feel so useless,also sorry if this isn't the right page to be talking about suicide in its just that I'm new to this site and haven't seen any thing on wanting to die a martyr.