Which antidepressant is best at killing crushes?

Yeah that's true, which is basically how i ended up using them, except with being able to socialize in general and learn from that, since apparently doctors here arent very helpful when it comes to therapy. nowadays I'm much less socially anxious, so i quit taking any, but all the feelings returned, mostly depression and feeling weird around people but no longer nervous about it. I feel like i still need to learn how to do the humaning things somehow lol :/