When did you figure out your kinks/ fetishes?

Between 17 and 18 I discovered my fetish - very skinny women. Before that I was always attracted to thin girls, but most girls in school and my first girlfriend were normal. Neither plump, or thin. There was this one girl I always had the hots for tho... She joined our class for 10th grade. I never had the guts to ask her out, only regular friendly talk. Between 10th and 12th grade, I was building up my confidence, my 6-pack and being closer to her. One lucky day in 12th grade, I was at the right place and the right time, we talked, we were both horny, so we went to the gym teacher's room/ sports stuff storage.

She was 41kg and about 1.8m (5.9)...
As I caressed her thin body, felt her ribs, her flat stomach, her small, firm, perky breasts, her slim sexy legs, slim thighs and beautiful thigh gap, those stunning collarbones and deep suprasternal notch... I got so hard it hurt. Anyway, we did it and it was some of the best sex I've had.
She loved it too, it was the first time for her when a guy was so mesmerized by her looks.

That was the moment I discovered my fetish.

And all of my girlfriends ever since have been in the 40-45kg range.

My current girlfriend is also 40kg, has a stupidly fast metabolism and she drives me wild and I love her and every bit of her slim and delicate body.
She has everything I find beautiful and sexy in a woman.

I'd have to really think on that because I was a weird kid and I'm a even weirder adult who most people thought was and is unbalanced.

So I'm going to make it simple.

I'd say around preschool I figured out I had a thing for older women of course I didn't understand it at the time but I always stared at the adult women that were teaching us things.

Even when I was at home I did some weird stuff I had a crush on my foster aunt and I constantly did things to get her attention she'd hug me a lot and that's when I realized I was breast man I was around 8 or 7 when I figured that bit out.

By the age of 10 I was the kind of kid that would be mean to girls if I liked them looking back on it now I could see that I was being a little asshole but kids tend to be brats, at that time I realized that I enjoyed the results from the problems I caused it wouldn't be until years later that I figured out why.

By 11 I was even more of an asshole but that was also around the time that the masturbation started.

By 12 I remember seeing my first forest fire in early 2000s San bernodino a massive fire happen and I remembered how beautiful it looked and it made my heart race agian I wouldn't understand that until much later.

14 I got introduced to the Internet and all the things that came with it around that same time I began to feel great when ever I hurt someone in a fight or if I got hurt and I also enjoyed people's suffering and misery I wouldn't show it but deep down I got my jollies off to this day I still get a great high when people get fucked over.

It wouldn't be until 15 that I figured out that I was into fire I'm not a pyromaniac that starts fires I just get aroused from the smell and the color of the flames, I also had figured out what Sadomasochism was and at first I thought that something was wrong with me and from that point I ended up hospitalized through the ages of 15 to 20 for various reasons that would be to long to put down.

By 17 I figured out I was into choking.

By 18 I figured out I was into being a submissive as well as being in control.

By 20 I had figured out that I loved to be covered in ice mainly on my testicles and have someone pinch or smack them, as well as needle play something that I personally really enjoy which lead to blood play.

By 22 I learned that being in a cramped spot for a long period of time also feels good, I also began to realize that I love to be degraded as much as I degrade others.

By 23 I realized that I'm into women fucking me in the ass with strapons and I'm open to try new things with just about anyone.

I'm almost 25 now I haven't found anything else at this point.

I think I was 5 or 6 when I first discovered pantyhose.

I was around 9 years when a friend made a gross joke about something that gave me another kink. The weird thing is that when she first mentioned it, it really bothered me.

At 13 I discovered a spot where it turns me on if I get tickled.

I just wonder though if a lot of kinks start out as something that bothered us but then we found ourselves "enjoying" the thought later.
Well like also some teacher's assistant I had a crush on would often threaten with a particular punishment and at the time I thought it was cruel, but then at night when "thinking" about her, in my "thoughts" she was making me do this punishment among other things.

When I was 4 years old, my 2 older sisters decided it would be fun to dress me up in their soft nylon full cut panties and nylon full-slip...OMG!!! as they pulled up the panties and lowered the slip over my head, my heart started racing and my face became very flushed.

I was in awe at how having my body encased in pretty nylon undies made me feel. It wasn't at all sexual (although later it became VERY sexual). After I was dressed in their panties & slip, they put stockings on my legs and attached them to a suspender belt which they fastened with a safety pin as the belt was way too big for me.

I had NEVER felt so good, and didn't understand why.....then something unexpected happened. My sisters told me to lay myself on the bed on my back, and to close my eyes. Well, being only 4 years old I kept peeking between my eyelids, it was then that my oldest sister wrapped a satin scarf into a blindfold and tied it behind my head.

After a few minutes I felt their fingers caressing and tickling me through their nylon undies. I remember feeling all "Gooey" inside and my breathing became increased. I was in tactile heaven. After a while they decided to caress my stockinged feet, and slowly worked their way north until they were at the gap between the stocking tops and the nylon panties they'd dressed me in...then it happened!! ....4 hands stroking me through the layers of nylon. It felt so wonderful and naughty. Another pair of nylon panties were placed over my head, with the gusset covering my mouth and nose and the palm of my youngest sister's placed gently yet firmly over my mouth...Little did my sisters realize that their actions that day after school, would mold me into life-long panty fetishist, crossdresser and submissive...I'm so very glad that they did.

I gotta strange one, so here we go.

Back in boy scouts at age 9, my friend told me an interesting fact that there's this one woman in china that's super tall. I got curious and looked it up. One thing lead to another and I found myself looking at giantess porn. (I'm not proud of myself in the slightest) I wasn't exactly attracted to it, but more intrigued than anything. Eventually, as I grew up, it did turn into an attraction, until I took a break from all pornographic material from age 15 to age 17. I tried getting back into my love of giantesses, but I couldn't do it any more as my attraction to them was lessened, causing me to want something else.

I eventually came across new material accidentally. I found a video of a lady that seemed to be over 500 pounds and I got a boner so hard, my jeans almost broke, I swear. I discovered that I was into bigger girls, not taller, wider and thicker. I started questioning myself so bad, and still do, as my entire life I grew up slightly chubby myself and I was constantly told and reminded fat=bad, lose more weight, overweight means death, and all fast food is evil.

I can't tell anyone I love out of fear of judgement and hatred, causing me to only vent out my internal struggles to people on the internet, where random people judge me and make rude jokes about the dangers of heart attacks and diabetes. I can't help this attraction, I didn't chose it, but now whenever I see fat shamers and things similar to it, I can't help but defend it.

I love bigger women, and despite it "being wrong" I feel that I'lll always love them. The bigger the better.

If you judge me for it, I'll look through your perspective of it, but look at my perspective first.

SSBBW are HOT!!!

I was 8 when I realized hearing my parents fuck turned me on. To look at my mom to this day gives me a Raging hard ons. Yes Mom has big tits.

I remember at 5 I liked to lay in bed and pretend I was tied up, yup.. o found out more when my grandma bought me a d's and I was able to look thibgs up online

I don't wish to disclose that infomation

I was probably around 14 when I realised I was attracted to girls' feet. I had been repressing my attraction to them until then though. Until then I had been trying to convince myself that they were gross, despite the fact that I couldn't stop looking at them whenever I took swimming lessons, lol.