Originally i was told it was due to boredom, so i took up chess and cards, learnt more on human biology and began studying in my spare time online, but the more occupied i become the less i see the need or want for the company of humans. Many years ago i had a friend i thought had died, when we discovered he had been in an accident but was okay i felt relief, physical pain in my chest, i knew i cared, i felt it. When ive been hurt in the past ive been upset and cried and eventually felt numb and empty, this isn't like those times, i don't feel empty just a little disconnected, like the emotions are there i just can't access them, maybe i don't make alot of sense, its difficult to describe sorry
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Originally i was told it was due to boredom, so i took up chess and cards, learnt more on human biology and began studying in my spare time online, but the more occupied i become the less i see the need or want for the company of humans. Many years ago i had a friend i thought had died, when we discovered he had been in an accident but was okay i felt relief, physical pain in my chest, i knew i cared, i felt it. When ive been hurt in the past ive been upset and cried and eventually felt numb and empty, this isn't like those times, i don't feel empty just a little disconnected, like the emotions are there i just can't access them, maybe i don't make alot of sense, its difficult to describe sorry