What the hell has happened to me

I have recently became depressed and I can't concentrate on anything I have random mental breakdowns and lash out at people for stupid reasons or no reason at all and sometimes I feel like drugs are my best and only friend

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  • iEatZombies_

    Addiction is happening to you. You need to get help and go to rehab. Your brain on drugs works like this- when you first do a drug, dopamine is triggered in your brain. Dopamine is your reward center. It's what makes you feel good. The problem is, because it's not natural- it's forced, it's too much at once so you crash. But once you feel that reward, you feel like the drug is the reward. But it literally tricks you. It overloads your dopamine centers so that dopmine has a harder time being released, so you push harder to get the reward- meaning more and harder drugs. The drugs continue to overload your system and crash you, like a computer. You can't register the reward of friendship and love because drugs have overrun your dopamine system and taken that reward from you. Not only that, but they require you to seek more just to feel anything. That is the cycle you're falling toward. It's the beginning of addiction. You'll need it just to feel alive, then you'll need it just to feel- unless you get help and

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    • iEatZombies_

      stop doing it now. Your brain is powerful and it can reboot those systems with patience and help. Then you'll be able to feel again and be happy.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Drugs are bad, m'kay.

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  • Avant-Garde

    Are you the user who writes about cocaine usage? We tried to warn you but, you didn't want to listen to us.

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    • listening to people just isn't something I tend to do

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      • noid

        Then why do you keep posting questions? What do you want from us?

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        • Avant-Garde

          I keep wondering the same. He'll probably never tell us.

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      • wistfulmaiden

        There's more than half of your problem.

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  • Lacey101

    You most likely have low serotonin levels. The neurotransmitters in your brain are not firing correctly, causing you to want to turn to drugs and also causing the depressed mood. My advice? See a psychiatrist and get on antidepressants.

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  • golden_showers

    are we talking shooting herion, or are we talking doing shroomies/LSD or what?

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  • gashlover

    what kind of drugs?

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    • wistfulmaiden

      Yah they didn't even say if they are meds or street drugs.

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      • Avant-Garde

        If this is who I think it is, they are long time users of cocaine.

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    • Avant-Garde

      Cocaine, if it is the same poster.

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      • wistfulmaiden

        cocaine=bad

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  • cocainecutie03

    I did create this but I got locked out again this is my fourteenth account

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    • deepthought33

      Act on the advice you're being given while you're still "here" enough to want to ask for advice.

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      • cocainecutie03

        I don't need advice

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