What should i do? should i feel guilty?
So this is a complex issue, but I'll try to be brief. My boyfriend and I have been dating for three years. He is the love of my life and the man I want to marry. The issues comes from the fact that he is very well endowed. Even without that, he is the most talented lover I have ever known. I should consider myself lucky. But to be honest, the size is actually too much for me. He is gentle and sweet, and when we have sex treats me, I guess I would say delicately, and yet there still is an amount of pain involved. Before we ever had sex, we discussed preferences and he said that he liked things in the bedroom rough. He's never brought it up again since, but it's always lingered in my mind. To be honest, I can't give him that. I've tried exercises, stretching techniques and everything. Foreplay and other things work out fine, but its the actual sex that I feel I let him down with. At this point I don't know what else I could do! From his end, he gives me everything I could want and more. But that makes me feel all the worse, because I know he's holding back on my account. It just makes me feel like less of a lover. Any advice? Is it normal for me to feel guilt about the whole thing?