What's your dark secret
Something you wouldn't tell those around you irl
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Something you wouldn't tell those around you irl
Very ocassionaly usually when I haven't been sleeping well like now I find myself kind of wanting to die, the feelings are only ever fleeting, nowhere near strong enough for me to act on it and do that to my family and I always revisit the feelings in the light of day and realise how stupid they are
It doesn't happen often and when it does the feelings are getting less and less each time, a year ago I always wanted to talk to someone about it or be more open about it on here but it was a lot stronger back then and crossed my mind more, it was serious and I was ashamed to admit it, now that it's getting better and it's much less often, I feel better talking about it now that it's clearing up and I feel like I'm getting close to closing that part of my life :)
Erm. I used to set fire to a lot of things. I've been sexually assaulted when I was a child (no need for pitty, I'm apathetic towards it). Had two therapists.
I suppose that I've made out with a few guys would be one but then again I wouldn't say it's a dark secret.
I like certain aspects of rape ... oh yeah I also pee in the tub all the time because it requires zero aim and I don't have to touch my cock which also means I don't wash my hands as much so they don't get as dry . I just turn the shower on while I pee and im out ... might be thinking of rape while doing it? who knows