What's wrong with me?
Ever since I was very young I have been horny to the point that I would be wet all the time. I always wanted to have sex. Once I finally had sex with my husband I was so surprised that once he pushed his way inside of me if felt like my insides were ripping, or like knifes slicing that whole area inside and out. I always dealt with it because I wanted him to feel great, (he had no idea). After I think 1 1/2 years it finally went away, but the problem is I can't enjoy sex. I have to go pee in the middle of it. I still have pain, irritable tickling annoying pain. I was raped by my best friend when I was 16 but the truth is that even that felt better then the whole time I've been with my husband. I live in a small town so my doctor would have no idea what to do. Please help me.