- find someone who gets me (more than just tolerates me hah), love each other.
- have kids. This and the previous one kinda are intertwined. But push comes to shove, I'll look at single parenting as a foster parent or something.
- own a house/big apartment I can raise my kids in comfortably.
- quit focussing/obsessing over what I can't do/have/control.
...that's kinda it. Wow. I suck :( hahaha. There's other things, but they're all the sort of thing that if I didn't do, I don't think I'd regret. And there's one thing that kinda ties in with all of those points that I just...can't bring myself to share.
Funny that the things I know I'll regret not doing are probably the ones that I will end up not doing. Hah.
Another reason I didn't post before. Now I feel like I'm whinging and looking for sympathy, when that's the last thing I want. I'm just being practical and realistic. I've mostly accepted it.
Ok, now to steal from Mr Dickins again...This song kinda feels like it just fits here. It's consistently popped into my head every time I thought about this poll.
I'll have a little house
Close to town but not to the city.
Far from home but near my family
No water views but so close to the sea, I'll see
This is how my little life could be.
And I'm filling it with things
Like furniture that I find on the street
And all the special things I'd like to eat
Pictures of people that I'd like to meet
I'll meet them while I'm orbiting the world
And its so pretty
And so lonely...
My lovely love affairs
Are all scheduled round the TV guide
And my sex life has all been plagiarised
In an attempt to meet a harsh deadline
I'd like to rent a wife
Then rent a husband to keep her for life
The three of us we could be so happy
Them with each other and me with company
I'll see them off on a flight around the world
And its so pretty
And so lonely...
I could just die...
I might just die...
I could just die...
I might just die
And at my funeral
They will say, 'Tom...he was such a nice guy
He went too early but he went in style'
They'll play my music and then they will cry
And they'll have a little wake
They'll drink bad wine and they'll eat lemon cake
And my mother's little heart will break
And she'll say, 'Wait there must be some mistake
He can't be dead
Take me instead!'
Ohh but I'm not dead
They tell me I'm not dead
They say that I'm not dead
That I wont die...for...some time...I'm
In my little house
Just writing little songs to pass the time
Which, incidently, is one twenty nine
So dont you worry, I'm completely fine.
I'm fine.
Dont you worry, I'm completely fine
I'm find
Dont you worry, I'm completely fine
I'm fine
I am just so fucking
Fine.
Yay!! Haha. I can die in peace now. Well, as soon as i cut off a man's ponytail. I came close but he turned around just as I was about to cut. If I had put blind a ponytailed man with scissors on my list I could have checked that off :( Really, those things seem very achievable and i'm sure you'll succeed if that's what you really want.. Hell, you're already married due to a PM. Haha. You do have me very curious of what you didn't want to share...wait.... It's that you want to become a professional bull fighter, right...right? I like that song. Reminded me of another when I read your list:
Oh, on an unrelated note. when I first read your username i thought that it was chosen with Charles Manson in mind. Hahaha. I read your comments and then decided that wasn't your intent. Hah.
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Right. So I'm totally gonna do this.
Blah. Tis fucking hard.
- find someone who gets me (more than just tolerates me hah), love each other.
- have kids. This and the previous one kinda are intertwined. But push comes to shove, I'll look at single parenting as a foster parent or something.
- own a house/big apartment I can raise my kids in comfortably.
- quit focussing/obsessing over what I can't do/have/control.
...that's kinda it. Wow. I suck :( hahaha. There's other things, but they're all the sort of thing that if I didn't do, I don't think I'd regret. And there's one thing that kinda ties in with all of those points that I just...can't bring myself to share.
Funny that the things I know I'll regret not doing are probably the ones that I will end up not doing. Hah.
Another reason I didn't post before. Now I feel like I'm whinging and looking for sympathy, when that's the last thing I want. I'm just being practical and realistic. I've mostly accepted it.
Ok, now to steal from Mr Dickins again...This song kinda feels like it just fits here. It's consistently popped into my head every time I thought about this poll.
I'll have a little house
Close to town but not to the city.
Far from home but near my family
No water views but so close to the sea, I'll see
This is how my little life could be.
And I'm filling it with things
Like furniture that I find on the street
And all the special things I'd like to eat
Pictures of people that I'd like to meet
I'll meet them while I'm orbiting the world
And its so pretty
And so lonely...
My lovely love affairs
Are all scheduled round the TV guide
And my sex life has all been plagiarised
In an attempt to meet a harsh deadline
I'd like to rent a wife
Then rent a husband to keep her for life
The three of us we could be so happy
Them with each other and me with company
I'll see them off on a flight around the world
And its so pretty
And so lonely...
I could just die...
I might just die...
I could just die...
I might just die
And at my funeral
They will say, 'Tom...he was such a nice guy
He went too early but he went in style'
They'll play my music and then they will cry
And they'll have a little wake
They'll drink bad wine and they'll eat lemon cake
And my mother's little heart will break
And she'll say, 'Wait there must be some mistake
He can't be dead
Take me instead!'
Ohh but I'm not dead
They tell me I'm not dead
They say that I'm not dead
That I wont die...for...some time...I'm
In my little house
Just writing little songs to pass the time
Which, incidently, is one twenty nine
So dont you worry, I'm completely fine.
I'm fine.
Dont you worry, I'm completely fine
I'm find
Dont you worry, I'm completely fine
I'm fine
I am just so fucking
Fine.
:)
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Yay!! Haha. I can die in peace now. Well, as soon as i cut off a man's ponytail. I came close but he turned around just as I was about to cut. If I had put blind a ponytailed man with scissors on my list I could have checked that off :( Really, those things seem very achievable and i'm sure you'll succeed if that's what you really want.. Hell, you're already married due to a PM. Haha. You do have me very curious of what you didn't want to share...wait.... It's that you want to become a professional bull fighter, right...right? I like that song. Reminded me of another when I read your list:
http://html5.grooveshark.com/#!/search/Our%20house%20csny
(the top one)
Oh, on an unrelated note. when I first read your username i thought that it was chosen with Charles Manson in mind. Hahaha. I read your comments and then decided that wasn't your intent. Hah.
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I like that song :)
I'm already married? Fuck. Why am I always the last to know these things? Have I at least met the guy? Haha.
Manson. Yeah. Totally not what my name was about. Of course not. Ha..haha...hah...umm...look over there! Marching hammers!
*flies away*