The death of my sister or brother being the first that comes to mind. Second would be letting myself go.
I say that because I have relatives and friends who allowed themselves to be less than what they could be by letting their diagnoses (depression, arthritis, back pain etc.) define them and excuse them for dropping out of productivity and function. My worst fear is that I will end up 40, obese, chronically ill, on 7 different types of medication and living without the intention of taking personal responsibility for my actions and health.
With my siblings... I'd live with that horrible guilt for the rest of my life, knowing that somehow I could be blamed for their death.
What is the one thing you fear more than anything else?
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The death of my sister or brother being the first that comes to mind. Second would be letting myself go.
I say that because I have relatives and friends who allowed themselves to be less than what they could be by letting their diagnoses (depression, arthritis, back pain etc.) define them and excuse them for dropping out of productivity and function. My worst fear is that I will end up 40, obese, chronically ill, on 7 different types of medication and living without the intention of taking personal responsibility for my actions and health.
With my siblings... I'd live with that horrible guilt for the rest of my life, knowing that somehow I could be blamed for their death.