What is my sexual orientation??
i'm a guy
i first noticed a sexual attraction to girls when i was between 10-13
from then on my attraction to females just sky rocketted up until i hit 20-22
there was a phase between 13-16 when i felt a romantic attraction to guys, but it wasn't sexual
from 23 up, my interest in sex dropped significantly, to the point where i thought i was asexual
except for the fact that i was abnormally attracted to myself and found myself masterbating to pictures of myself or to the mirror 0_0
now i'm close to 30, and i don't find males or females sexually attractive (i still get turned on by myself tho), and for some odd reason, i'm finding myself turned on by the MALE form but only if it's near to fully covered in tight fitting fabric????
i KNOW i'm not gay because i don't want to have sex with another guy, and gay porn does nothing for me
i KNOW i might not be straight because hetero porn makes me feel sick
i KNOW i'm not bisexual because of the above
and i KNOW i'm not asexual because i'm sexually attracted to the male form (but only when it's my own or when it's covered in some kind of tight material) and even though i'm attracted to it, i don't actually want any contact with it if it's not my own
what does that make me????