What is like to have a relationship

It's fun having someone to love, hold hands with, play video games with, partake in my fetishes, and have meaningful conversations about life. Though there's that small part of me that misses being alone. I dunno why. Being alone sucked. XD

Imo it's annoying. They're all in yor space (like the first comment said), you have to meet new people (again like the first comment said), you're always expected to do something, there is a chance you'll get dumped or cheated on, and you have to tell them every single thing.

It obviously depends on the relationship.

A bad relationship can be extremely stressful. Obviously, there's some pay off, otherwise you wouldn't engage, but its exhausting. It consumes your life and your energy and makes you feel horrible and distrustful & makes you a worse person.

A good relationship? It's amazing, like being on a permanent sleepover with your best friend ever, except there's also sex. It's like having a comfort person, a constant source of support. It makes you feel as if life is less intimidating because you'll never have to do anything alone. A really good relationship doesn't make you dependent though, because it also leads to being personally challenged by your SO & inspired to be a better person because that's what they make you want to be.

Stressful. They're all up in your space, you have to compromise all the time, you have to be prepared to take confrontations, there's always the risk of getting cheated on or dumped unexpectedly, you have to meet new people (their friends and family). But apart from that it's pretty nice and comforting.